Chapter 369 Rejecting Him
Chapter 369 Rejecting Him
Before Song Xiaoning could think more, he lowered his head and kissed her.
Song Xiaoning's head was buzzing even more.
The man's big palm had already reached her neckline with familiarity, and unbuttoned her clothes piece by piece.
His hot breath sprayed on her neck, making Song Xiaoning feel itchy and want to hide away, but now the man on her body was like a mountain, and she was imprisoned by this mountain tyrannically, and she could not go anywhere.
Nervousness, fear, fear and several other emotions were swirling in her mind.
It's not that they are afraid of having sex with Lu Junqian. They are a certified couple, and it is normal to do these things.
What she was afraid of was what if Lu Junqian found out that it wasn't her first time.
What would he think?Do you think she is a dirty woman?
If he asked her who took away her first time, how should she answer then?
Song Xiaoning's whole body became tense and stiff, and every pore in her body was filled with resistance.
When Song Xiaoning noticed a chill in her chest, she retracted her hand to block it as if on conditioned reflex. She said in a panic, "Wait, Lu Junqian...I, I'm not ready yet."
She was afraid of facing his disappointed and shocked eyes and could no longer continue with him.
Lu Junqian took a deep breath, stood up from her, and then sat aside and looked at her coldly, trying to calm down his condition.
Song Xiaoning almost didn't dare to raise her head to look at him. She just lowered her head and said, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it. Can you give me some time? When I'm ready, I will... meet You together."
Hearing Song Xiaoning's apology, Lu Junqian frowned.
She was not angry with Song Xiaoning, but angry with herself for leaving a bad impression on her, which made her resist his approach now.
She was completely on guard against him now, unwilling to go further with him or accept him.
He took a deep breath and stretched out his hand to help Song Xiaoning close her clothes.
"No need to say sorry."
It was his fault for not giving Song Xiaoning a better experience, and also causing a shadow in her heart. Now she deserves it.
Seeing that Lu Junqian didn't blame herself, Song Xiaoning felt even more guilty.
She had an irresistible urge to tell Lu Junqian everything and what she had done.
But after saying that, maybe they will end it again.
Even if it doesn't end, there will still be a nail buried in the bottom of my heart, which I will touch from time to time, and my hands will be filled with blood after being pricked.
She didn't want to suffer such pain, she felt suffocated just thinking about it.
Let’s talk…
Never say that!
Two emotions were swirling in Song Xiaoning's mind, and she was almost distressed to death.
Seeing Song Xiaoning's depressed look, Lu Junqian looked extremely annoyed. He didn't seem to resist him completely. His disappointed and dull mood eased a little. He softly comforted him: "It's okay. There's no need to rush. Take your time."
"Lu Junqian..."
Song Xiaoning wanted to apologize again, but what Lu Junqian needed now was not an apology.
Her lips parted, but in the end she didn't say anything.
Lu Junqian reached out and rubbed her head, "Don't think too much, have a good rest."
After finishing speaking, he stood up and entered the bathroom, presumably to take a cold shower.
Song Xiaoning looked at the closed bathrooms and sighed heavily.
well!It's all her fault. Maybe when she finds out who is the boss behind Jinli Villa, she can overcome her fear and inferiority and open up to Lu Junqian.
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